(Original Song) Goodnight

I'm on the path to happiness,
I know I'll reach it at the end.
But on this path to happiness,
I've lost some time, I've lost some friends.

Can I fill up this emptiness?
Replace what's lost along the way, hey
So many thoughts are crowding my head,
And I just really want to go to bed.


All this restlessness feeds on the fear in my heart,
but if I tried to dissect it all I'd just fall apart,
I'm not sure who I am, I don't know what I want.

It used to be love, but that's still not enough.

I think something inside tore apart long ago,
disconnected and electric I got caught in the flow,
Someday I will be fine, if I just give it time,

But I'll go crazy if I CAN'T QUIET my mind

so good night.  

I don't know when I lost myself,
And life became a blurry haze.
The sudden noise it blocked out my voice,
closed up my throat and I could barely breathe.

Can I shut out this anxiety?
The fear I'll fail myself again, again, again!
So many thoughts are crowding my head,

And I just really want to go to bed.

Good night, sleep tight, sleep well, sweet dreams
In the sunlight, maybe things won't look as bad as they seem …

All this restlessness feeds on the fear in my heart,
but if I tried to dissect it all I'd just fall apart,
I'm not sure who I am, I don't know what I want.
It used to be love, but that's still not enough.

I think something inside tore apart long ago,
disconnected and electric I got caught in the flow,
Someday I will be fine, if I just give it time,
But I'll go crazy if I-CAN'T-QUIET my mind

so good night. 

Good night.

 
Why?!
Do the days all feel the same,
Like the sun has burned out and my soul's gone away and my heart's been cut open and drained,

Tell me why?
Can't I float along like you?
I'm still chasing the hope that the world's not a mess
even though I know that's not the truth.

But this restlessness feeds on the fear in my heart ...


And this fearfulness feeds on the pain that I've known,
Even as the years pass, I just can't let it all go.
I destroyed who I was, and I hoarded my love,
So tired of feeling like I'm not enough.

Maybe if I just dance,
Maybe if I just write,

Maybe if I just sing,
then I'd feel something inside,

Someday I will be fine, if I just give it time,
For now I just want to quiet my mind, so ..

Good night,
Sleep tight,
Until sunlight ...