(Original Song) To You

I think it's time I tell you how I feel,

so we can figure out if this is real,

If I - could tell you what I am thinking,

would it be too revealing? 

I just don't want to cry. 

How I act and what I feel, 

sometimes seem quite real,

It's as if I have to hide, 

who I really am inside,

And I hate who I've become,

I don't want to be so numb,

But it seems the truth is still just out of reach ... 

I know that things ... have been rocky for a while,

but I still want to sing, 

I still just want to see you smile,

Could you accept this me that's not quite free, 

but is still trying -

to be the one I know  you need ...

The sky ahead, is still blocked by the clouds above,

but could I find away, to reach inside and give you love?

You are the world to me, 

And I want to be ... 

with you, ( with you x2 ) 

just you, and I hope you want me too. 

I never thought that I would find someone,

Who made the world seem like it could be fun, oh,

You brought, color to my existence, 

with patience and persistence, 

You made me want to try. 

I'm still not sure why you've stayed,

I keep pushing you away,

All your faith that I can change,

Sometimes seems like a mistake,

But if you keep holding on, I swear I'll try ...

I know that I, have been drowning for a while,

but I still want you close, I only want to see you smile,

And I'm so sorry, love, that I've you down time and time again,

But you'll always be my best friend. 

The sun ahead, is still blocked by the clouds above,

but I'll still find away, to reach inside and give you all my love,

You're the world to me, 

I only want to be ...  

with you, ( with you x2 )

just you. (x3)

It's you. (x3)

I love you, 

and I hope you love me too. 

I don't know why fate allowed us to meet,

Could be a joke, cuz you're too good for me,

You've brought, color to my existence, 

with patience and persistence, 

You make me want to live.